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Shifting
Perceived Realities
. beca lewis
TARP FEARS VERSUS PEPPER
SPRAY
by
Beca Lewis © 4/2008
Have you ever stopped doing something you
loved to do because of fear? Last summer I stopped riding my bike and running because
I was chased by dogs. All the joy of both those activities seemed
snatched away. With the coming of spring I realized how I had
allowed myself to stop doing something I love to do because
of an outside circumstance.
The question I had to ask myself was, “How willing are you
do to something about that fear?” As I missed my freedom
more and more I became very willing to do something about it. Then
while flying home from my last trip I ran out of reading
material and started reading the sky mall magazine with all that really
nifty stuff you never knew existed or that you wanted, before seeing
it.
And there it was; a solution to the problem,
a non harmful sound device that would stop a dog in its tracks and
send it home. In addition I found a miniature can of pepper spray
I can carry with me just in case. Hopefully I never have
to use either, but now that I have this protection I can venture
out again without that fear.
This story is symbolic of the deeper fears
that each of us carries within that keeps us from living freely
in every area of our lives. If
we stop and notice we can feel the shut doors and small rooms that
we have moved into in our thoughts. Our lives get smaller and
smaller with less and less possibilities of living freely.
It is the intention of the one lie, masquerading in its many forms,
to make us believe that there is more than the One power of Good.
It is its intention to keep us living behind closed doors afraid of
venturing into the infinite possibilities that have already been provided
for each of us in and as our lives.
It takes awareness of what we believe and perceive
to be true in order to uncover those hidden fears. Our fears
may have been caused by an actual event, like my barking
dogs, or by a conditioned and taught belief, but the result is the
same; a slow reduction of freedom and possibilities.
What is required to free ourselves from this lie is our willingness
to no longer be willing to be in its power and a burning desire to
be free of the fears it produces. As we see these fears as false evidence
appearing real we can use the analogy of the sound device to send
those thoughts scattering, and the pepper spray to stop them in their
tracks.
In order to see what may appear as a physical
answer to our fears (like my sound device and pepper spray) we first
must shift within. The
process must always begin within and with the correct premise, otherwise
we simply cover up the problem only to find it magnified when we weren’t
looking.
In this case my correct premise was there
is no other power other than Good. This meant that the lie
of scary dogs existed in my own perception and belief system. Staying
within the premise of only Good I knew I could trust that there
was a solution that would dissolve that particular lie for me.
Over the winter months I laid a black tarp
underneath our bird feeder to make it easy to clean up the seed
shells they drop as they eat. I delayed a few weeks longer than
I meant to so when I removed the tarp I found that some of the bulbs
I had planted in the fall had already sprouted and were lying on
the ground yellow and sad looking. However,
once the tarp was removed it took only a few days before
they righted themselves and turned green.
The bulbs couldn’t help but grow underneath that covering.
But, they couldn’t fully live as the flowers that they are until
they were free of the tarp and receiving the sunlight that
was already present.
This is true about each of us. Who we are can’t
help but grow. But fears act like the tarp, covering us up, keeping
us from the light that is already present and not allowing our lives
to bloom!
As we see our fears, we can take out that
sound blaster and the pepper spray and send them on their way. Be
diligent about it. Don’t
worry about where this will lead you, it will be more than
you can imagine. It is spring and a perfect time to remove the tarp
fears and ride free into the beauty that is your life.
With Love,

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